Today has been one of my first special days to get through. It was my husband’s birthday. It is strange to live that day without him around. I was remembering last year when we did a party for him outside in the yard with just family and one friend. He was not well then and didn’t really enjoy it.
I am sure that this day is better for him. He didn’t cope well with being unable to do the things he loved. Even though he was able to be with family during the last months it wasn’t the same for him.
Now it is time to accept this day with joy for the time I had with him. That is what he would want.
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Exactly. I will be doing the same as you in a few months. We know that they are not in pain now, and that’s a blessing 🤗♥️
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So true.
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That last paragraph is so beautiful.
Thinking of you.
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Thank you so much.
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My heart and prayers are with you. I’m proud of you. I can imagine the pain. And I know the peace and joy you feel too that he is not in pain. Take care. ❤🤍🤗
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Thank you. Yes I am glad he doesn’t have to suffer any more.
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You’re very welcome.
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May he rest in peace.
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Thanks for being honest and vulnerable. God bless you and be a “very present help” for you. You are never alone.
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Very true and that is what keeps me going.
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Sending good wishes 😊
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Thank you!
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