Powerless and more

So much has happened in the last few weeks that I have been unable to compose any posts. My mind has been unable to settle enough. After the week of absorbing my daughter’s breast cancer diagnosis Austin was hit by a winter storm that not only shut down power but decimated the city’s ability to provide water. My daughter’s home had power the whole time but still has no water. We are tired, thirsty and smelly. On Wednesday we moved from our apartment that had no power and only moments after getting my husband settled he died from what we believe was a heart attack. We are overwhelmed. This morning I read this poem in Dietrich Bonhoeffer’s “Prayers from Prison” and found great solace from the words of the last two verses of the poem “Joy and Sorrow.” I place them here for your reflection. I know I will read them often.

“What then is Joy? What then is Sorrow?
Time alone can decide between them,
when the immediate poignant happening
lengthens out to continuous wearisome suffering;
when the labored creeping moments of daylight
slowly uncover the fullness of our disaster
Sorrow’s unmistakable features. Then do most of our kind
sated, if only by the monotony
of unrelieved unhappiness,
turn away from the drama, disillusioned,

o ye mothers, and loved ones-then, ah, then
comes your hour, the hour for true devotion.
Then your hour comes, ye friends and brothers!
Loyal hearts can change the face of Sorrow,
softly encircle it with love’s most gentle unearthly radiance.”

8 thoughts on “Powerless and more

  1. OH! Oh NO! My heart is breaking! I am reading this with tears. My dear friend, I am so sorry. I don’t even know what to say to you other than how devastated I am with this news. Eternal rest grant unto him, O Lord, and may light perpetual shine upon him. May he rest in peace.


  2. Oh Suzanne! I am so sorry for your loss. I have been thinking so much about you and your family since your daughter’s diagnosis and the awful storms that have hit Texas. I keep you all in my thoughts and prayers. Anne💞


  3. Oh, no!!! Suzanne, I am devastated to hear this. What you all are going through is breaking my heart. I wish I could help. I wish I could be there to hold your hand. Please know you and your family are in my prayers. Sending love and prayers. Regina 💕


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